Emotionally damaged

"She has got so much love in her heart.

But the thought of letting it out, 

showing her cards, scares her to death"

Sometimes I wish I was better telling people how I feel.

But then I see people suffering.

I see myself suffering.
And I'm sure that those who suffer, suffer alone.

I can't see the difference between keeping inside my feelings

and shouting it out loud every fucking time I don't  feel happy.

So, why am I going to show my cards?

Why am I going to let you know my feelings?

Why am I going to let you think I'm fragile?

Why am I going to let you judge the real causes of my acts?
Why am I going to let you feel sorry for me?
Why am I going to let you think that I need you?
Maybe I'm emotionally damaged.

Maybe I'm totally wrong and my feelings are better out of my mouth.

Maybe  I'm totally wrong and I must show my cards.

Because showing my own cards, doesn't make me fragile,

maybe it just make me strong and brave.


Anyway:

Just words, not reality.
♥
"Just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean nothing is wrong"